**MAJOR UPDATES ADDED AUGUST 16TH 2010**
So for those curious ... here's a short version of my love ... the long version would take me days to tell or even write lol - so this is what I got for ya
Any questions feel free to comment and/or email me
I occasionally Update this when needed.
♥ღ Truly, Always & Forever ღ♥
I'm Happily Married to my soulmate!! We are lost love's that found each other again & rekindled what we had ... then it snowballed from there with our feelings! lol
The depth of our love, the strength of our bond .. is unlike anything else we've ever had with anyone else - an untouchable, unbreakable Love. Wasting those 16 years fighting what we felt inside, fighting that pull back to each other.
We're both ecstatic we finally stopped fighting Fate's hand to bring us back together & thankful our Eternal Flame continued burning all these years as it has. He is my everything, as I am his! We do have obstacles & hurdles in front of us ... but, he's worth it for me, I'm worth it for him ... and we're worth it for each other! We will never go another day without the other in it, even if we can't physically be together right now every day - our hearts are with each other every day, every hour, every minute, every second!
Yes ~ it's a sappy, mushy love story - it's Our Love Story ... a Great True Love that even time, distance & hurdles couldn't keep apart!
The curious I'm sure would like to know if Our Love is so great why did it end to begin with? well that lays on myself; as I had a very manipulative sister who played a lot of mind games on me all my life and yes I allowed, in a sense, her to get into my head & change the facts and truth about what him & I had ... so I broke up with him, even though I was 4 or so months pregnant with our son. He ran a few states south to try to escape the pain he was in ... I ran north in the same state, to escape mine. We both tried to move on, even gave outward appearances we had, but reality within us - we never moved on. So yes, because of it all - we were without each other, living lives that weren't our destiny and caught in the middle was our son who went almost 16 years never knowing his real dad. Thankfully, I did right by our son and he never had any bad feelings towards his dad (or his family) & has welcomed his dad fully into his life
Our son is also very happy we are together now, he supports us & stands beside us
Well there ya go, the short version ♥
- Here's a Time Line ...
We met in 1992 ; our first date was Dec. 27th 1992 with our 2nd date Dec 31st 1992 after that we spent the next 5 or so months together practically 24/7 (yep by end of Jan 1993 we were living together). Broke up late May 1993 - our son was born Oct 27th 1993. September 14th 2009 I contacted him by sending a letter to him (he is in prison) ... that is where our rekindled love story starts up.
We count Sept. 23rd 2009 as our official "got back together" date. We Renewed Our Heart Vows to each other as husband & wife on November 7th 2009. Within our hearts we committed as Spiritual Husband & Wife Dec 27th 1992 & though we were on different paths for 16 of those years, the bond of our Love for each other never seized. Our hopeful date to make us Legal is September 23rd 2011
I travel 3 hours each way every other Saturday to visit him, sometimes every Saturday if money allows. We get about 10 hours together. The chairs suck haha, but we do get to sit next to each other, can hold hands - we talk about so much & of course have those moments where we get lost in each others eyes
Our first visit was Nov. 1st 2009, that month it wasn't quite every other Sat. as we were still working out the schedule. He calls me atleast once a day - sadly the calls are limited to 15 minutes each, but we take what we can. We write to each other all the time too.
One day soon this part of our lives will be a thing in our past and we'll finally be together fully again. Until then we cherish every letter, every call & every visit we can get!
- **UPDATE JULY 30TH 2010** -
We last seen each other June 5th 2010 - we got in trouble for pushing the rules to far (yes being alittle dumb & not thinking - getting alittle lost in the moment you could say - it wasn't nothing out there, if ya know what I mean but it was breaking the rules no matter how dumb we think they are) and we lost our visiting privileges :*( It's a "permanent" restriction, but after 6 months we can petition the warden of his facility to reinstate them. July 1st 2010 he had his 2nd parole hearing - his first one was Dec 9th 2009 which resulted in a flop (denial) due to MDOC not getting him into the required group *rolls eyes* - well with budget issues in our state they are starting to allow some to take the needed group outside as a condition of parole so he was called back 1 month into his 12 month flop, which surprised us. The hearing went well, but it does take 2 parole members with same vote - so though the 1st says parole if the 2nd says flop then a 3rd is the tie breaker. if the 2nd agrees to parole then no need for 3rd one. We're still awaiting the decision (they say allow up to 30-45days for it), which has been torture on both of us. His last hearing we didn't hold on to much hope because of the rules then, but with the changes we know there's actually hope he really could be finally coming home to me where he has always belonged ♥ I will of course post as a status & update this once we have a decision
.... His ERD (Earliest Release Date)/Minimum was June 2010 - his Max Out is September 2021 so of course we're hoping for a parole or TIS being revoked/Good Time restored for our state - though I'll wait as long as needed because this Love is for Life, but yeah having him physically with me every day would be much better lol
♥.D&B.OurLoveIs4Ever! ♥ "My Heart, My Soul, My Life"
♥ Separated only by Time & Miles for 16 years during our journeys down our wrong paths, never by Heart or Soul! It's been wonderful being back with the only man who completes me in every sense!
"Truly, Always & Forever is my love for him & his for me!" ♥ "No matter what people may say, I'm going to love him anyway!" ♥ "Looking into his eyes, I see all that I need" ♥ "Sometimes we make love with our eyes" ♥ "The flame of our love will never die, for it burns through the stars for eternity" ♥ "If the love is true and meant to be ~ You will feel it through the heart, mind, and soul" ♥ "Love is when two hearts become one. True love is when two souls become one." ♥ "True Love doesn't have a happy ending ... because True Love doesn't have an ending" ♥ "Love which has been tested by distance & obstacles and has passed .... is True Love" ♥ "I can't even fathom my life without him. My heart is his & his heart is mine. We are one" ♥

